Crying at 2am because I just lost 90% of one of my eyebrows. I feel so alone. I don't want to go outside, I don't want my family to see me, I feel so ashamed and so done with this disorder that I've literally had since I was born. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to work tomorrow, or for the next few weeks because I just don't want people to notice. It's so hard.
I tried nac for a few years and it really helped, but then the company stopped making that certain nac gummy and I haven't been back on it since. Tried once for a few days and it made my stomach hurt so bad I couldn't sleep, which obviously isn't tolerable as much as I want the nac to work. What has worked for you?