So last night I ended up pulling nearly every lash out on my right eye. I've been doing really well since joining the trich community in January, with the occasional relapse episodes and still daily reminders to put my hand down and not touch my face. I was SOOO close to having full (ish) eyebrows and eyelashes. Then last night happened. It was after a friend's birthday party so we had been drinking and I definitely notice a huge uptick when I drink if I do drink. I just get so frustrated at the thought that I was the closest I've ever been to Full (ish) lashes and eyebrows at the same time that I can remember.